a blog of why....

Why can't I finish something I start? Why can't I take Makayla's bottle away? Why can't I motivate myself to lose weight? Why am I so terrible with meeting new people? Why do people in LA have to be so fake? Why do I put all my trust in one person instead of God? Why can't I have one day of complete rest? Why do people have to discriminate against my husband's disability? Why does my husband have to watch so much Discovery? (I hate Dirty Jobs) Why do I want another baby so bad? Why can't we be where we wanted to be financially? Why does my brother have to act like a douchebag? Why am I afraid of everything? Why can't I swim? Why does my best friends ex have to be a jerk? Why do we have 3 xbox's? Why can't I beat Ghostbusters? Why am I so addicted to Vampire novels? Why does New Moon have to come out on my anniversary? (the husband would be never be caught dead in the theater for that one) Why won't Makayla say Mommy? Why does my mother think that everything is so dangerous? Why does my father still do that crap that has for years made him so sick? I guess one day I will get the answers.....but if not....oh well!